Wednesday, April 4, 2012

WELL......Hhmmmmmph!!!!

So much for my New Year's resolution of keeping this blog up to date.  It has been 3 months since I have written anything in here.  I have been writing in a personal journal, but not updating this site.  So now I just have questions for myself.....Why have I not been writing?  Why was I writing in the first place?  Was it for others?  Was it for me?  Was it for both?  Why do people write blogs?  If I don't keep the blog up to date, am I failing?  If so, failing who?  You?  Me?  Both?  Anyone? 

I have read some other blogs recently.  Some of them belong to people I don't even know.  And to tell you the truth, I wish I hadn't read many of them.  However, I have also read some really good blogs.....So why did I enjoy them?  Why do I believe they are worth my time to sit and follow them?  Why would you sit and follow my blog?  I seem to have lots and lots of questions, but I am not sure I have any answers.

I started this blog at a time in my life when I was turning a new page and beginning a whole new direction in my life.  I felt that I was going on a journey which would change not only my life but the lives of others.  I wanted to use the blog to share my new life journey with those I held close to my heart.  I wanted you to share in my journey, so why did I stop writing?  Why did I stop sharing?  Once again, I am back to the questions with no answers.

I need to  reflect and re-evaluate.  I need to share the rest of my journey because it has not finished.  It continues on.  Every day, we are to live our life for the Glory of God.  God should be the focus of all we do.  Unfortunately, we often (or maybe it is just me, but I doubt it) let life get in our way.  Many things have happened in the last three months and now that I am behind in journaling, I question how much do I go back and share?  Just the highlights or should I tell you somethings in detail?

Right now, I still have questions running around in my head.  I also have so many wonderful things to share.  I have seen God in so many places and need to share his Glory and Goodness.  So I will begin writing again.  I pray that God will help me as I search for answers and as I struggle from day to day to serve Him. 

Below is one of my favorite verses.  I try to pray this scripture daily as I know it is difficult for me to do.

Pslam 46:10  "Be still, and know that I am God"

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